Since the day i took up the initiative on the day we were "so sick" and took MC.
Me and her always dance in out CB class :))
We were like soooo hyper and everything :D
And I remembered the second day we took MC on the SOLE and only reason of having to attent
TTS <- not the favourite activity of all.
UNDER the very hot glaring sun at 2 o'clock. (what could i say? I pointed out this matter being that NS trainees will suffer the risky after effects naming SKIN CANCER in the future.and guess what my mentor said? "Itu untuk melatih ketahanan mental dan fizikal MEH" as if my tennis aren't enough doing the barbequing job.hence my sexy tan.
Then i went to sleep and she washing her piled up clothes and everything then she came to my dorm =)
And eventually we pace up like some old school friends and hang out and everything.
(including
Even one of the days she, wearing only @@ and seluar sukan came to my dorm (in mandarin)
"you know ah that xxx is getting on my nerve.. damn DL loh~"
haha.enough said.
AND WE CAMWHORE WITH MEI YI ON A CERTAIN DAY UNDER HOT SUN.interesting lives we had then.
Well Spin was the only one holding up such innocent Revive.The main character, however was the boxes beneath our faces )
Has anyone thought about it?
As much as we complained and complained ; cursed and cursed ; hated everything..
> We miss it when we are out of it now.
> Realised life then was much easier.
Allow me to elaborate.Life then are not about making choices.They are just plainly DISCIPLINE.
We get to eat, to drink, to carry on life AND getting $450 doing activities benefiting ourselves.
Out of the camp we are forced to make choices we don't want to make ; to carry out responsibilities as a daughter, a sister, a student, a friend, an atlete, a human, a consumer,... (and the list will go on and on)
We have to distinguish the wrongs from all different prospetive and do only the rights in perspective of others.
I am afraid to make choice.And i reckon it is the same for everyone.I am afraid of the outcome and what might people think of it.As words go round never to bother what people have to say, so what indeed is the point of existence of so-called second opinion?
My main problem i am facing now is to determine what course i want.
Time is stroking past and wasting off.
So what am i supposed to do?
What is ahead of me?
p/s : i really appreciate it =)
She make me talk and express what i face, what happened and basically knows what i gone thru with someone.
The miracle i am still living coming out of camp and did not crack under mental illness.. Credits to her baby.Cheers!
We just lay down on the netball court and look into the skies.Do you know stars exist in the day?
It was dawning and i saw stars which i don't get to see much in KL.A beautiful sight.But regular cameras can't take it so the DSLR D50 was not brought into the camp.Thus, no snap of the satrs :(
Kar Mun, me, Lokyee, Ee suen.
Delta,bravo,charlie,charlie.
There are no companist here :D
But she sayang i wey.
She asked about personal suffs too.And she is currently *cough cough* with chief from logistik P:
She is going to strangle me if she sees this but HAA! whats the chance..(erm 50%? since its display on my FB )
till now people.I gotta catch my sleep after shopping the whole day.Get some peaceful moments.Tennis tomorrow.
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