view the world in a different way.

A memory?

a scene of sunny day?

a lousy scene?

Alienised?

serenating scene early in the morn?

A hot lazy day where you wish to sit in freezer?

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I don't understand what is wrong with me.

Am i not happy with what i have?

Am i spoilt who is not contented in whatever she posessed?

no wait was it my fault?

But is it my business?

Do i have the right to question?

i reckon no.

I promised Zhen sern i won't press on anything.

Especially on this issue.

Have i made a mistake?

By answering a very true answer to myself?

But it's wrong?

fine.

I just happened to click on to his wall.

WHY DO I BOTHER?

why?

WHY?

wHy?

WhY?!

>?!?!!

You guys know what?

I was so bored. i took bus back to Section% school today and planned to walk back as i can't get through my daddy's phone.

It was when i board the bus i got my dad's call.

so yeah he picked me up from section5 school.

and on the way back, the PMS-ness got the better of me.

I took those pictures above and composed a scripth below:

'I developed a sudden pity to thy who sights were unfortunately defect and can't see the colour exist in the world.Have you ever wonder? Normal people such as myself see so many parts of sorrow in the world although i was blessed with perfect sights.As i feel blue once in awhile.Other than PMS, that is.I just realised a scene can be viewed in a total different ways and a total different angle.'

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I guess i am just upset.But i don't know why am i upset.

I feel sorry.

I am sorry :(

Well i am sorry for throwing tantrums.

I am still searching for my true identity :)

Do you remember i send this picture to you to cheer you up?

And this?

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