viola my Saturday.

I decided to stand tall.
I will smile even when thunder strikes.
I will keep quiet although people aka haters are speaking ill of me.
I will study hard although there are loads of distraction.

I decided that I, will be different, will be the one standing tall, but not in the sense of high and mighty, but, stand tall and will not get affected by minor circumstances and boulders someone out there place in front of my path that I want to proceed.

I decided that whenever or whatever one does to me as long as not spoiling my dignity and fouled languag-ing on me, I will still return a smile as above. Looking at you, and say no more, but just turn around, giving them the chance to know me and do reflection on themselves and also get a clear picture of what is happening but not get clouded by any harm feelings or ill fittings.

Because this is me, I always smile and laughed.
Despite a tong of mud just splash on me, I may cry for that moment.
But will then decide to smile and lighten up my day and not get all sad and down about it because all those are not worth it.
What is worse when you had a fun day and feeling lighten up and happy yet all the sudden some bad news decided to pop itself to you ?
Let me tell you this, if you burst out losing controls, you made yrself suffer, and also those around you.
Being angry and shrieking and giving faces like I used to doesn't improve the matters.
Ergo, you might as well save your energy and brainstorm for solutions instead.
As the Law of attraction from the book The Secret says, things you want it HARD enough and PERSISTENT enough will come true.Of course, with the right thought and efforts.
Gosh now i feel like I'm such a long winder like I'm promoting the Noble Eightfold paths -.-
But its true in a way.
And I felt that theres this one out there who made me think, realise, and be calm.
You , the most calming person on earth.

Just like the scenery here.
Ever so calm and proactive.
Ever changing and moulding me.
To be a more affirmative person.
While being less innocent and trust else one easily : )
You know who you are.
Teehee.

Really.
I think it made me realise how little and how unpolished I am to face the outside world.
But I think i have and acquire certain skills.
Developing them took time.
And i will be myself.
I promise.
I.will.stand.tall.