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Obstacles. Appear when you seem to be contented with life.
Arguments. Happened to see the true colours and objectives of us.
Forgiveness. The only one we are able to plan, plot, conclude and decide.
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But you taught me to face it. You threw it to me and gave me no choice but to face it and overcome it.
It was tough. It was so very melancholic. It was filled with nothing but disappointments, gloomy days and complex feelings.
But then again. I have to thank you. Thank you for leading me into the adult world. Into the reality where we can never depend on anyone. Deep down inside, I know, there are only so rare that can be counted on. And I live my life now with the motto depend on no one but yourself. However I dislike a certain diplomacy, opacity, and untrue presentation of one self; I now only look at it as a show, a drama, and careless about what who how and focus more on my objectives.
The apple of my eye is no longer where it is and where it supposed to be.
But life isn't over. I have to pick myself up. It doesn't help when I see how cruel a reality is.
Once you faulted, no matter what you say they will not remember the goods you did for them and to them. They were 'friends'. But I have accepted the fact, people come and go, and if there are misunderstandings and you insist no one but only you are right, you will bang the same wall one day and I hope it will cost you enough to know how I feel. Without prejudice.
Sometimes I put on a silly smile and accept the fact that the reality is cruel. Which made friends who will truly be with you valuable. I am glad that I have shifted. That I can start elsewhere fresh. That I dont have to be blamed and cut off because I am a human and have a heart for sympathy. Why cry? nobody will be there to pick you up. Nobody. Why waste the energy? I don't want to grow up but we all know it will be inevitable. So greet the future with what beholds. when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
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