Recap .

How long has it been?
For those who are close to me, who knew what happened to me 5 months ago, I am here to tell you I have made progress since then. Through those days of lacking in appetite, late night sleeps, and inability to focus in certain subjects, I learnt. Yes, it was foolish and shallow and childish, but I have came a long way since then. One day, when I finally ( yes like finally! ) felt the burden lifted emotionally, I chopped of my hair, I pampered myself all day and started out fresh again. Not that I do not feel anything anymore, but much more like I learnt how to live with it.

Through several events, I have honestly believe that relationship is but a plus point and nothing more in life. At 21, I am to live the present. I joined dodgeball and took my anger in hitting people with the soft squishy balls. ( No, I am not kidding )

Through elaborated emotions I get in the game to kill and be killed. Plus points are that, through the dodgeball community, there comes a few friends who helped made my life a tinge bit more exciting each day, and friends who teach me a lot. 

p/s: Now, you made me see what we had were merely flowers at its bloom, pretty while it lasts. 

p/p/s: I do not wish to see you and talk to you if you cannot bear to NOT be a rude kid.