Namely, those betrayals to your friends, your family, your loved ones, or those who cared.
To those who read this and Patrick i know you will because you are the best brother in the whole wide world even though we are not maternally linked. If you read this i want to tell you that i miss you : (
1. Betrayals to your family/ your loved ones.
My definition of betrayal is any act of concealing the truth, to cover, or to keep away any truth where it is biased towards yourself. In laymen's term, misleading family or your loved ones with words, or in any effort covering up.
Ever remember during younger days, where we had a special toy or something that we especially love most, and when it got broken, you saw a new one out there laying it on the store, you wanted the new one. But you couldn't let go of your old one? You had to throw it away only because you were young back then and Mummy threw it away then you spend days thinking about it, weeping over it but soon forget about it within a month? Only that now we are older, there are certain things parents will not control and there will be decisions to be made on our own with our life held in front? Some people choose to keep the old teddy, or old comb, or whatever is it that you treasure (or used to treasure!) and buy the new one as well. In opinion of these people, they want to keep both alive, think they can attend to both sides. But One never think, how did the old teddy feel? That it was wasted, ignored at times, given the fact that it had accompany you when you were sad, when you weep, when you need someone and no one was there for you. But this teddy was. It was there and had served his prime time to you. And the new teddy? While it is serving you full heartedly, putting everything it can to make you happy and you were not always around? and that you gave your attention to another bear? I don't know, but i just think that sometimes, SOMETIMES, equanimity can't be achieve this way. If you happen to agree upon my point.
2. Betrayals to your friends.
In here, my definition of betraying your friend is putting a mask on. Faking opinions and do back stabs whether verbally or whatever-ly (fill it in with any adjectives, i cant think of any, i am not a vocabularist).
Giving a smile and starts digging at the back thats betrayal. Telling untrue things and calling inappropriate names and deep down in the heart thinks that the name suits her.That is betrayal.Ones who do not admit their thoughts and pass doings.Those who are not wiling to apologize for things they done wrong.THESE are betrayals. It is very brief.
As for those who are afraid or fail to make a decision and cause suffering to others, you better gather more merits.I don't know, meditate? Because Karma will get you back : )
As for me, I will be stronger, I am stronger. With friends who still call all the way from Brisbane, with friends who are so sensitive that any status i drop they know something is wrong and calls me 34 times, some who because of my text calls me back 19 times, those who woke up 3am just to talk to me..How could i not be strong for these people? <3
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