That smile in the picture, that contentment, and happiness was no facile achievement. It was the rainbow after that gruesome rain. Yes, gruesome.
facile= easily obtained.
gruesome= very unpleasant, or giving you horror
This is by far the latest entry or update of Valentines Day. But he enlighten me about not forgetting our grungy arguments. It was those arguments that beat us up with the truth and made us move forward and live like a courageous being. We got no choice but to accept truths and cruel facts fretfully.
grungy= informal way of saying dirty or unpleasant.
A harridan, as ancient literature calls, would probably fits describing me. I am not saying that I am unpleasant and bad tempered at all times, but when one snap and be rude at me, I suddenly evolve into the "green hulk". Apparently I have got zero tolerance for those who lack teachings and humanitarian value. Thus making this the largest sponsor of our arguments.
harridan= bad tempered, unpleasant referring to women in olden days or in literature.
I have to thank you profusely, boy for handling an obstacle so well on the Valentine's. I saw something I shan't have seen and got hold of some truth so difficult to accept. I have to say, it was not easy. What happened broke the fragile faith and belief I all along had with you. You might not understand it, but try to picture someone you have trusted did something dishonest, especially at times you needed her most? You get what I mean. I was so afraid. Fear creep its way in and the risk of contagion threatens me. And I almost let it ruin my first Valentines Day with you. And it almost made me give up. The impact was that bad. And to me you came, asking me what is wrong and got it out from me in the end. And gave me your word of honor which I really do appreciate it. Because it shows that you are putting in effort, for me. Thank you.
contagion= spreading of disease
This is no regular dabble, I am taking it very seriously, give me some time, love and I can build that bridge strong again! Thank you for giving me the best Valentines Day.
p/s: Boy you needn't look the words up in the dictionary HEHE.
No comments:
Post a Comment